yesterday broke it off with the girl friend, we have been together for 8 months, no real problems, no fights, no big lack of communication or understanding. I found one that really had everything I feel I will want in the future, smart, pretty, sassy, great family. she is leaving soon to go to school 2 hours away, she is going to be in pharmacy and its a 7 year program and asu does not have one, between her leaving and me not feeling truely inlove with her I cant and wont do it. I dont know why I dont love her, thing would be great if I wanted to give just a little more but I wont. in all reality the one I find my self thinking of the most is someone I cant have, amanda is dating my best friend chris, her and I have been good friends since 8th grade and I have always had her on my mind. I decided I cant possably really love tara if I could have such thoughts for amanda. on a flip side I might just finish the buggy now.