Just sitting here thinking about my life and where I am and where I'm going. Thats pretty much all I do anymore, I'm 18 and everyone says I don't need to be worrying about where I'm gonna be in 10 years or figuring out what i want to do with my life but it feels like everyone around me has decided, going to school, doing things, working and looking down on me cause all I do is work a cash register at a stupid gas station. I'm sitting here thinking and I realize that my life is my truggy. I spend all my time, thinking about it, working to get money for it, or working on it. I really don't do anything else. I drive to work or to get a bite to eat then come home. Haven't gone out with friends in well over 3 months. Don't even know where any of my friends are or what they are doing anymore. whatever I'm just complaining about my life. I really want to do something with ti, change something but everytime I get close to making a descision I realize a million reasons to not do it.