I'm constantly nervous lately. There are just a lot of things that could occur and cut me off from the one i love. 1400 miles is a great distance if there is a gas shortage or some sort of disaster that cuts us off. I've never been the type to be fearful of terrorist attack or worry about such things like this but I can't help but worry now. I feel so weak, and as a man any of you should understand, when it comes to the one you love you never want to feel or seem weak. I don't know, I guess this is a pointless post I'd just like to hear something encouraging or someone feeling the sameway to make me not so, alone in it.