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Discussion in 'The Lounge' started by Resurrection_Joe, Jan 10, 2007.

  1. Resurrection_Joe

    Resurrection_Joe 1 ton status

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    I had an idea.

    I needed to write it down.

    I am always lacking feedback, so I'm just going to post it here.

    It started off as a short thing, and then, it rapidly evolved into a long thing. I could make an allusion to my penis here, but I won't. I just did. I don't know if I'm using the word "allusion" correctly. I don't care. Well, I care, but not enough to look it up......


    ........ I lied. I looked it up. I'm using it incorrectly, though I did use the word "incorrectly" instead of the word "wrong".

    I imagine a missed misspelling will bring down that joy. If I had any, that is.

    So, without further..... ado? Adieu? Goodbye? Hello?

    Anyway....







    "No...."

    "That's it then?"

    "I suppose, unless you want to do something about it."

    "What can I do?"

    "What CAN you do?"

    "Nothing...."

    "That's a lie."

    "I'm a liar."

    "Why then?"

    "I never know what's appropriate, every conflict confuses me, and gain and loss teeter so much, I'd rather stay safe. I chose to risk it on that question, and that took all of my will."

    "So that's it?"

    "You still press the situations finer points when you blocked off all extensions with your "no"....?"

    "It's still no."

    "I wish I could read your mind, and know exactly how you feel..."

    "Everyone wishes that, that unfulfilled wish is the only thing that keeps us interested."

    "I'd rather analyze than gamble."

    "Everyone would, but that's a boring game."

    "No one dies analyzing."

    "You'll survive this."

    "I know, but now I carry uncertainty, even with your answer."

    "Tell the truth, no matter how many times I say it, no matter in what terms, there would still be doubt."

    "I like to call it hope."

    "Then are you conceding?"

    "Never."

    "You never do, do you boy?"

    "I'd stop being a boy if I did."

    "Do you fear being a man?"

    "I fear the dullness of it."

    "You're the greatest man I know."

    "Thank you. I still assume you stand by "no"?"

    "I do."

    "Then I guess I'll have to get going, I'm a little broken up right now."

    "You don't show it."

    "I'll cry when I turn my back."

    "Ashamed?"

    "Always...."

    "What will you do?"

    "I feel bad...... I'm going to go kill someone."

    "What?"

    "He deserves it."

    "Does he?"

    "Oh yeah...."

    "Why?"

    "For all the reasons people call to me."

    "Martyr for all seasons you are."

    "More like salvation. Or, at least, the bastard partial realization for it."

    "They take you for granted."

    "I know. How could they not?"

    "So, off to kill with heartbreak as justification.... doesn't that cheapen your morality in this situation?"

    "No."

    "Why not?"

    "I was going to kill him regardless of today’s events."

    "So you're cheapening the honesty of your heartbreak then? Using it as a fake impetus to make someone question?"

    "You or me?"

    "Me"

    "Maybe....."

    "Well, what does it all mean then?"

    "It only means that I expected to kill someone today and feel resigned to it, though I hate it. I expected to be heartbroken today, and It, means everything."

    "That doesn't make sense."

    "I don't make sense."

    "I suppose so. Hey?"

    "Yes?"

    "How can a man, so hopeful in the matters shortly ago ended, be so resigned to killing?"

    "It is my nature."

    "What is your nature.”?

    "Your nature."

    "My nature?"

    "You're in my word now. It’s the same question everyone gets. You just have a much longer time to ponder it, even without….”

    "Yes, yes. Very dramatic."

    "Thank you."

    "That was sarcasm."

    "I know, but I chose to interpret it positively."

    "I see. So, you're an optimist?"

    "No."

    "Pessimist?"

    "No."

    "What then?"

    "Realist."

    "You're stoic then? Take what comes?"

    "No"

    "What then?"

    "I'm human."

    "No you're not."

    "I will clarify. I am what humanity should be."

    "In your opinion?"

    "Yes."

    "Is it a sound opinion?"

    "As sound as anything."

    "So not sound at all....."

    "Exactly."

    "So....... are you going?"

    "Yes. Are you going to change your mind?"

    "Maybe....."

    "Ahhhhhhh, I live for maybes."

    "What if I say them just to make it easier on you? What if it just keeps your hope alive, to disastrous results?"

    "I choose to think its indecision."

    "Oh."

    "I don't know anymore.... I can't resolve anything..."

    "That's the way that it goes."

    "Don't bother none...... Well, kid, I'll see you. I have to be off into that dark night.”

    “Ok…”

    “What are you going to do?"

    "Think..."

    "Thank you for that."
     
  2. Cricket

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    Are you going to do this when I come up for a pattymelt? :D
     
  3. Resurrection_Joe

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    Depends on the tune...
     
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    Note to self:

    Open door, shoot jukebox.
     
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    Sarcastic reply...

    :confused: I understand not, therefore must quote mine hood. :rolleyes:
    Easter 06, Moab 188.jpg

    Easter 06, Moab 188.jpg
     
  6. pauly383

    pauly383 Daddy383 Staff Member Moderator

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    I wonder , if in reality , you are relatively normal in person . I get the feeling you may be .

    You had to have seen the real world and how life really is , how people really are by now :thumb:
     
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    Somedays I wonder if am really here

    Am I a man dreaming I am a butterfly, or am I a butterfly dreaming that I am a man
     
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    pauly383 Daddy383 Staff Member Moderator

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    Nah , your just another guy , all we all are . You just think too much . You can search for whatever you think you need to find forever , and not go anywhere . It is already there already to find ...... ITS YOU .
     
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    If it's me, I'm not to happy with my discovery
     
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    Can Can Pusher Man Staff Member Super Moderator

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    You should be. You're genuine, honest, and a good friend. Some people don't ever get that far in life, brother.......:deal:
     
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    What a sweet man you are
     
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    Can Can Pusher Man Staff Member Super Moderator

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    Not really......more like someone who sees the truth and isn't afraid to acknowledge it.
     
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    Hahahaha, oh Canny
     
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    Well happiness is self imposed . Its in there somewhere inside of you . Maybe relax and enjoy the simple things for awhile . Live and contribute . The rest takes care of itself .
     
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    Ever read anything by Frank Herbert?
     
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    they make medication that helps ...
     
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    PCP is illegal Cam. :haha:
     
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    But is it vegan?
     
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    mushrooms brother.. they are all naturalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.... and vegannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,,,

    opps.. dont take any when trying to type
     
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    I'm crazy enough, thank you

    I never had a problem with peyote, mushrooms, or weed, but I'm just not into it

    I will beat THE **** out of a tweaker though
     

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