well heres the deal, I need you guys to tell me that what Im doing is the right thing and that Im not crazy. heres the brief background that some know already, 4 years ago I wanted a hot rod go fast car and nothing could change my mind. I saw the four wheeler issue with toby harrels big orange blazer and the next week bought an 84 half ton. spent the next three years constantly changing it till it was a locked 3/4 ton with 35s and a hot motor. I beat it all to hell and finally rolled it. it was in terrible shape but I continued to use it as my dd because I thought that it was the coolest thing ever, still do. got a good deal on a 78 half ton with a great body and no motor for $250. got it put in my motor and I drive it now. everyone I have talked to, especially my parents, have said to leave it stock and have a good reliable truck, not that my other one wasnt, it just looked like a crumpled up tin can. I decided that was the best idea and have done a good job of keeping it that way. its been 2 months since Ive driven a big truck and the other day I drove an 83 with 44s around town a little and now Im torn. part of me knows that if I build up this truck Ill end up trashing it just like the last one but at the same time Im going crazy not having to jump to get in. I already have the lift and locked 3/4 tons and after that truck I drove yesterday I got a huge motivation boost and am ready to get started. am I crazy for wanting to build up this truck and wheel it hard? sorry for the long story but Im losing my mind. I want my monster back but Im scared of what might happen.