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Discussion in 'The Lounge' started by BIG*RED, Jun 19, 2005.

  1. BIG*RED

    BIG*RED 1/2 ton status

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    Well i have decided to do it, be a "guinnie pig" and i'm going back in the hospital tomorrow for some "experimental treatment"..i have been stressing out all day, scared as hell. i might come out and everything works and i get better. i might come out and it not work and i continue to decline, or i might not come out at all. wow i feel more alone tonight than i have in a long time. the ex called me earlier today and said she would come see me and spend some time with me this afternoon/evening. so i was really looking foward to that. get my mind off things and relax for a bit. but then she called at about 10pm and said she waas to tired and wasn't gonna come over tonight. and even though i expected her to do that. it still hurts..this could have very well have been the last time i got to see her, or anyone for that matter.
    thank you to all of you that have been there fo me, and all the advice you have offered. you guys have been great. i know i won't be sleeping tonight, so i'll probably be on here off and on tonight and early tomorrow morning.
     
  2. mudhog

    mudhog THEGAME Staff Member Super Moderator

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    good luck and i hope everything goes extreamly well :D :D
     
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    Good luck man, dont think about the bad things that can happen that will just bring you down more. Think good thoughts and im sure you will be fine.
    Hope to hear from ya soon :cool1:
     
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    Best o' luck to ya' laddie...</bad Irish accent>

    I'm sure everything will work out for you. Just don't give up till the end... :cool1: :D
     
  5. BIG*RED

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    thanks guys!
     
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    good luck buddy. hope it works for ya.;)
     
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    cbbr 1 ton status GMOTM Winner

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    Good luck and Godspeed. Look forward to your return.
     
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    Good luck, hope to see you back on the boards soon.
     
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    Best wishes and come back soon!
     
  10. BIG*RED

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    all right guys, its 11am and i'm signing off and heading out...thanks again
     
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    get well soon!

    Our prayers will be with you!...best wishes from myself and all the other members of CK5!... :thumb:
     
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    Give 'er hell!
     
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    God bless you!:grin:
     
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    Best of luck!
     
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    damn man good luck, ive seen your other posts but really didnt know what to say....

    anywase hang in there and good luck!
     
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    good luck and hope everything turns out for the best. you'll be in all our prayers.
     
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    Bring a laptop and tell the hospital to jack you in... =)
     

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