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Discussion in 'The Lounge' started by BIG*RED, Jun 28, 2005.

  1. BIG*RED

    BIG*RED 1/2 ton status

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    A few of you have sent me pm's asking how I am doing and for an update. So i thought that i would post here for all that are interested to read.
    Well to be honest things could be better. but I guess for the most part its ok.
    I was late getting down to Sacramento that day. and I had no ideal where i was susposed to go until about 20 mins before i was susposed to be there. Once i got there, things didn't go quiet as I thought they would. I had to fill out a bunch of paper work, then they had me change into one of those lovely gowns. and they took my clothes and belongings and my cell phone.
    the dr., a specialist that came up from southern califonia came in and proceded to tell me that he was going to put me into a drug induced coma.. :eek: so I was compleatly out of it for three days and two nights.
    and of course my ex is pissed at me becasue i didn't call her and tell her where i was, and all that..well like i said i was running late and didn't have a chance to when i got there, and well i don't know about you, but i can't make calls when i'm in a coma.
    so i was brought out of the coma thursday, and late that night about 5am or so i was able to beg the night nurse for my cell phone, and who was the first person i tried to contact? yep you guessed it, my ex..never got ahold of her tho.
    well friday they did some test, and fed me..mmm hospital pudding..and i was still groggy as heck. and threw out the day they kept waking me up and asking me questions and what not. and at about 8pm the Dr. came in and said that he felt i was able to go home. so by the time i got dressed, and finally got my release papers. it was about midnight friday when i got home. and once again i tried to contact the ex, and nothing..to this day she has not responded..and of course i'm sad becasue the day i went into the hospital she was here and hugged and kissed me when i left town, and while i was out in the coma she sent a couple text messages to my phone saying that she misses me, hopes i'm ok, can't wait to talk and to see me..yet nothing not a peep from her since i have been home.
    Now my neighbor tells me she was here at my house a few days, stayed the night here in my bed one night, kept an eye on my cat a few times, and even did my laundry!!! but why won't she respond now that i'm home? well the neighbor also said that she was pissed that i never contacted her and told her where i was...and she told my neighbor that she "searched" all over sac and there was no Dr. by the name i gave her working in Sac..well of course not, he is from southern california!...but does she even call to ask me whats going on, or to find out what happend, or to see if i'm ok? NOOOOO!! she just gets pissed and thinks the worse, and ignores me!..grrrr!
    so anyways i got home and guess what? Yep thats right there was not one but two eviction notices on my door. yippee!!! so i'm doing all i can to find a place but its not looking good. and i have to be out of here the day of my birthday! lucky me! and I'm am broke beyond broke right now. i don't have a clue as to where i am gonna go.
    and as for me physcially...I have had a killer headache since i have been home, i hurt all over, feels like i got hit with a mac truck, I'm still groggy, and sleep alot. and i have bruises that i don't know where they came from, 6 on my left leg, and 3 on my right leg, and my muscles are so sore, and my fingers are numb and tingly.
    so yeah thats the update for me..I guess nothing has really changed..i'm still struggling, still hurting, still lost, still unsure, still miseralbe..
    I keep hopeing for things to get better, i keep looking for that silver lining..and some times i think i see it..but turns out its just smog..lol :D
     
  2. nc87k5

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    hey man, glad you're back. give it some time and who knows, things may work out better. as for the ex.......I wouldn't worry too much about it right now. just get some R&R and when you have more strength, then give her a call. I have a feeling it's important that you do get the rest, so chill for awhile :D . if she calls, then talk with her but try not to engage in an argument if that's what she wants.
     
  3. Grieby54

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    Well I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do. I hope God helps you trough your troubles and helps you find your way, brother!
     
  4. Thunder

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    Hope things work out better for ya.
    Believe it or not. Changes are usually for the better.
     
  5. BIG*RED

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    Well after sleeping till 1pm. today was the first day i didn't have a killer headache..so i'm actually in a good mood. :D of course i can't sleep now becasue i slept till 1pm lol
     

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