Before anyone hijacks my post or posts nonsense in it, DON'T. I am just posting this because like I have said numerous times before, ck5 is like my second family. And I have a lot of really good friend on here, so I like to tell them things... Today is April 25th 2005, like most of you know. If anyone remembers, this date, last year was the day my father died. It doesn't seem like 1 year, 365 days. To tell you guys the truth, it doesn't seem real he's actually physically gone. As the years go by I will get more comfortable with it...but I know many of you have lost a loved one...it's not easy realizing it, and it stillmakes me cry sometimes when I think about it. For those who are new within the last few months, I will tell you ina nutshell what happened...early december 2003 my dad got diagnosed with 3 brain tumors and terminal lung cancer. He went for radiation for 2 weeks, and came back on the 23rd. It seemed like he was getting better...but he wasn't It was the drugs he was on...eventually things got worst. He starting experiencing seizures and then in the morning of April 25th 2004, the doctor pronouced him dead...he passed away in our house, with my mom, and my at his side...and my sister came in moments after. He died at the age of 50, his 51 birthday was just days away. Anyways, thanks for listening...sadly none of my friends remembered, or even said much about this subject...oh well. R.I.P. Dad. Stephen.