**** **** **** **** ****.... One of the best local fabricators just called me to inform me he may soon be looking to take someone on! I put in an application with him months ago when I was on the job hunt(after I got back from school, say oh 7 months ago) and he wasn't in the market at the time. He considered giving me a chance but my nerves got the better of me and I never called him back on it... I ****ing blew that chance. Now he calls me up, and I am NOT ready I have done VERY little fabrication work since I came home from school. Its been about 4 months since I actively welded or fit anything. I have been planning to buy tools and recut my teeth on the S10, then go job hunting again. ****... But now he calls and wants to talk about getting together next week sometime to see what I can do and see about the job. This is THE thing I want to do... but I wasn't sure I was ready to be tested by this guy 7 months ago, now... I am a more confident person but my nerves still get the better of me on many occassions. Damnit... damnit... damnit... ok venting off.