Sometimes I feel like the world is fighting against me. Of all times to get a cold, I have to get one before I get braces for my teeth, and before christmas. The problem with colds and braces is that my nose will be running, and I can't wipe it for 2 hours or so (the ammount of time it takes them to install it). Last weekend it snowed a couple inches, so I thought it would be a good time to bring out the snowblower and test it out. DAMMIT it would start up, but it seems it ran off the gas I used to "prime" it before I started it. It will fire right up after I prime, then it willllll die. Then I go to start it after that, and it won't work. This Ray guy that helped me fix it 2 weeks ago, is coming again this weekend to look at the tractor. Maybe we can get that running, and if we have time, look at the snowblower again. But now it's snowed probably another 4-5" of snow, and I have NOTHING to plow it with, just little snow shovels. AHHHHHHH why me! I'm just hoping my mom doesn't get stuck in her little car in the driveway. And I don't feel at all motivated to finish tearing apart the blazer. Nothing is working for me these days. So, I have 6" of snow at the end of the frame, and somehow I have to move all the chassis parts (once it's all apart) back into the shed for cleaning/painting this winter. But I probably can't do it this weekend, unless I can find a pickle fork to rent, so I can get the steering apart... thats the only thing that is holding me back. I just need the springs, and axles off, and the brake/fuel lines, then I should beable to move the pieces into the shop. It just seems to much work. I don't know... I will learn my lesson next spring when I can't find half the parts too. ****. And my family has been talking, and we are probably moving to a smaller house in Feb. some time. We have SOOO much stuff to pack, its ridulous. Also, no one has seen the outside of my house, but it's a MESS... the front deck is half painted, we're missing a piece of cedar siding in one spot, only 1 side, of the 4 massive sides of the house are painted in lynseed oil. Only 1.5 of the 4 sides of the houses window's trim is painted. I still need to make a new handrail out back where I build the pool enclosure. I still have to build a fence all around the pool. I still have to plant/grow grass in the ENTIRE front yard, which only 1/3 is ready for it. But the problem is, my mom, sister, and I, really want this house we are looking at... it's kind of small, but has 5 bedrooms (averafe size is 10x9'), 2 or 3 bathrooms. A carport for my mom. a DETACHED double garage, with heat and 220 wiring-which will be all for me, plus some storage for misc. stuff of my families. a nice, small backyard, and lots of driveway space... BUT I am doubting they will want to save it to Feb. to sell... and I think we will have a hard time selling our current house, will all the work that has to be done. My mom says she wants to leave it unfinished so the people that move in, can do whatever they want with it. I don't know, I just don't want to sell it for 190,000, when, if it looker nicer outside, it would probably go for 220,000 or so. There is just A LOT of work to be done. Also, I have math next semester, I haven't had math for a year now... so I can't rememeber ANYTHING we did last year. I found my books, and I am slowly looking over them to try to remember. I just will cross my fingers, that I pass it this year...... I don't mean to whine, but my friends don't understand me.... I am just different. You guys might understand, because some of you deal with a lot of stress like this every week (because your adults) and all that. I don't know. I just hope the air clears up soon, and things start working out for the better for me.