It's been bugging me lately that I don't know what I want to do anymore. I'm 28, married, no kids, recently and suddenly unemployed, trying to sell my house and move south, and am about to get my associates degree with no clue what to do with it or where to go from here. I thought I wanted to join the Marines and retire after 20+ years. 4 years later I was out and glad to be so...mostly... Figured I'd do what I always wanted to do and learn to fly...only to learn there's no money in it anymore and the flying I used to read about as a kid just isn't there anymore. Too tightly controlled and regulated and 13 different ways to **** your life up accidentally. That and I couldn't afford to keep flying...$120 an hour for the small planes... I've always liked History so I changed my major and am about to get my associates in that program after 3.5 years of working fulltime and trying to go to school. My GPA isn't stellar and I really have no clue what to do with my associates degree or where to go from here. The GI Bill runs out in 2011 and I only have about 13 months worth anyways. The wife wants to go back to school to become a dentist so I think my college days are numbered anyways... Meanwhile Michigan sucks, the economy here sucks, the job market is horrible, I lost my job because my last company's owners were clueless, I can't find a good job, unemployment is slow in coming, our house needs a new roof before we can effectively sell it, the housing market is down here... Ugh... My wife is working both of her jobs as much as possible and it's eating her, and us, up. We fight and bicker about stupid things and she pushes me to do stuff that never works out and I just do like always, shut up and don't say anything until I finally burst and get angry... I get so angry/depressed/pissed off at everything and nothing that I don't want to do stuff...then I don't have any money so I can't even get most of my projects/work done. Big Ugly's pretty much just sitting until money shows up from somewhere. ...at least the dog likes having me around more.