So when I was living in Oklahoma, this guy Pruett always called me an emo kid and one day he came to my house and made me listen to this song. I was laughing so hard I cried lol. I pretty much forgot all the words to it but today when we were waiting for 10:30 exams my friends sang like this whole song and I thought of you guys. Here's the link to listen to it... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=21202070 Dear Diary Mood: Apathetic My life is spiraling downward. I couldnt get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like Stab my heart because I love you and Rip apart my soul and of course Stabby rip stab stab And It doesnt help that I couldnt get my hair to do that flippy thing eitherlike that guy from that band can do.some days you know... Im an emo kid, non-conforming as can be Youd be non-conforming too if you look just like me I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face Im almost emo enough to start shaving my legs Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes Cause emo is one step below transvestite Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I dont jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Im dark and sensitive with low self esteem The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sisters mascara now Im grounded for a week Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I cant get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing Girls keep breaking up with me, its never any fun They say they already have a pussy, they dont need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat I must be emo I dont jump around when I go to shows I must be emo Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes I must be emo my life is just a black abyss... ya know..its so dark. And its suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way. When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes Im just a bad, cheap imitation of goth You can read me Catcher in the Rye and watch me jack off I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said that I like girls Id only be half right I look like Im dead and dress like a homo I must be emo Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hate my parentals I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones I must be emo My parents dont get me ya know. They think Im gay just because they saw me kiss a guywell, a couple guys but still, I mean its the 2000s, can't 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I dont know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me you're my best friend.