I was driving around, and saw a circus is in town... the real deal, with a big tent and elephants and everything... I tried to get some people to go at 7:30 tonight, but all my friends are pretty much gay and don't believe in hanging out for some reason... I did get someone to agree to go tomorrow at 1:30 so she could take her baby... not her baby daddy because he doesn't even know he has a daughter... Then I realized I have obligations that conflict with both shows tomorrow.... It was too late to go to the one tonight, and I'm very upset. As you all know, I was severly unloved and neglected as a child. Not the kind of unloved and neglected where charitable organizations would have taken me to the circus... But the kind of unloved and neglected where I didn't get to see a real circus... There's a dog that rides a horse for craps sake!!!!!!!